Call Her Daddy
Call Her Daddy
"I feel that it was like a immediate thing like school became really less important and um I was getting in trouble and you know stressing my mom out more and acting out because I was just an angry teen." — Kid Cudi
"I think it was really truly my anger. I was a hothead for a long time a long time and that was my main issue." — Kid Cudi
"I thought I was happy before, but she just put a little extra sauce on it. You know I feel totally complete in that piece." — Kid Cudi
The episode features an in-depth conversation with musician Kid Cudi, who shares candid insights into his life, inspired by his recently released memoir. Cudi details his childhood, marked by the early divorce of his parents and the profound loss of his father at age 11, which significantly shaped his emotional landscape and led to years of internal anger and acting out. He discusses how this unresolved pain manifested in his teens and even into his successful music career, often leading to periods of darkness and reliance on substances.
A significant portion of the discussion centers on Cudi's struggles with addiction, particularly his first experience with cocaine, which he describes as a magical escape that ultimately led to a destructive cycle of chasing that initial high. He candidly speaks about his journey through rehab, highlighting it as a pivotal experience that not only addressed his addiction but also forced him to confront deep-seated trauma, including the unprocessed grief from his father's death. This process of vulnerability and therapy allowed him to begin healing and develop a more positive relationship with himself.
The conversation shifts to Cudi's current state of happiness and fulfillment, largely attributed to his relationship with his wife, Lola. He shares the story of how they met, their gradual progression from friendship to romance, and the proposal in Kyoto. Cudi expresses how Lola has brought him a sense of completeness and has inspired his latest album, "Insano," which explores themes of love, joy, and overcoming past struggles. He emphasizes the importance of self-acceptance and how, for the first time, he feels genuinely in love with himself, enabling him to build a strong foundation for his relationships and future.