"One was to, like the emergency one, get to the ER, stop the bleeding, and then a couple days later, another one that was a little bit less invasive, but to basically cauterize the vessels that had leaked and make sure that, you know, wouldn't happen again, ideally." — Ashley Flowers
"When we were talking about me needing to go to treatment, you said I brought two outfits to the hospital with me. One, so I could sit with you while you were here and another to wear to your funeral 'cause I wasn't sure which one I would need." — Britt
"I'd rather lose you when you be alive." — Ashley Flowers
Britt, co-host of the podcast, shared a deeply personal update regarding a recent health crisis. She detailed experiencing a spontaneous brain bleed that necessitated two emergency brain surgeries. Beyond the immediate medical emergency, Britt revealed that a significant underlying issue contributing to her condition was alcohol abuse, which led to severe anemia and malnutrition. This realization prompted her and her support system, including her co-host Ashley Flowers, to decide she needed professional help.
Following her release from the hospital, Britt entered a treatment program and has been sober since. She expressed her gratitude for the support received from Ashley, her husband, family, and the "Crime Junkie" community. Britt emphasized the importance of honesty in her recovery, particularly within the framework of her 12-step program, and how sharing her story is an integral part of her ongoing healing process. Ashley recounted the emotional toll of discovering Britt's emergency and the profound statement she made about preparing for the worst, highlighting the severity of Britt's situation.
The conversation underscored the challenges of addiction, including shame and deception, which can make it difficult to reach out for help. Britt described the helplessness she felt in not having solutions for her own problem and the desire to shield loved ones from her pain. Ashley reiterated her commitment to Britt's well-being, prioritizing her life over their friendship if necessary. Britt highlighted that her recovery is an intensive, full-time endeavor involving therapy, meetings, and community engagement. The episode concluded with resources for listeners struggling with addiction, providing a hotline and website for the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA).